Wow I'm lonely..

Soooo I just realised how much a loner i am hahaha..
I just officially changed my website address coz of the girl who found me out..

but anyways.. if you guys wanna follow me on Instagram.. follow @ayamaexiia
I'm on private but yeah..

Byeeee <3

HEY!!! Oh em gee!!

Heeeey you!!! The girl from my school!!! PROMISE NOT TO TELL ANYONE I MEAN ANYONE THAT YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE THIS BLOG!! Hahha I am freaking out lol But thanks anyway.. And no I am NOT gonna tell u who he is anddddddd if u do find out PLEASE don't tell him.. PELAAASEE Anyway thanks love ya!! Lol doubt ur gonna read this anyway.. Soooooo matters aside. Back to talking to myself. Heyyy guys!! Haven't been on here for ages!! You! The girl from the same school.. Don't laugh.. This is my therapy lol Sooo things at school are pretty same same except for some occassions.. Anyway. There's a lot and piles more homework and assignments hahaha nah jokes. Imma go do some now coz I'm awesome like that so c ya!! Oooooh I forgot to tell you!! I had this dream about him about us casually talking on fb lol but that'll nevvveeeeeeeerrrrr happen in a million years. That's why it's called a dream -_- Night!! :)

They&apos;re on it again..

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They're fighting again..

I really wish I was a boy.. So i could protect mama!!

He's making her do all the work.. I've been finally helping mama around the house and all he does is make her do his work as well as her owns..

I don't like hearing mama shout but I probably can't do anything as I am right now.. I'm so useless...

My music is bursting in my ears because of this fight...

Why can't I do anything.. Why am I so useless.. Why wasn't I born as a boy.. I can't protect mama like this.. I'm so weak..

I feel sorry for him too.. He's so naive ... I feel like right now he only has the baby on his side... I really dislike that guy but I don't hate him... I mean sure he can get on my nerves but that's the way he is... But I hate it when he's so ungentlemenly.. Especially to mama... Why can't he just understand?? Why is it so hard for him?? Mama is doing all she can for him yet why can't he just cooperate with her and just help her with HIS homework??!

Ahhh.. I'm doing this again..

They stopped for now...

First school week!! & Australia Day ^^

Hiiiiiiiiiii guys!!

Weell.. I've been lazy to post anything.. but since today's Australia Day.. and it's a school day off.. I might just as well update :D

As you can tell.. this week is the first week back to school!!

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY

For the first time of my 5 years school life at this school..

I am FINALLY(!) in the same class with HIM!! <3

I was soooooooo nervous!!

Anyway.. first day wasn't so bad.. except everyone else grew taller.. i feel left behind :( lol oh and me and Pizza are in different classes!!!!!!!

You  know what.. I've liked Aki (my crush's codename :)) since the first time i came to this school... I've always watched him... dreamt about him.. now i feel like a freak lol.. anyway... i  know deep down inside that i probably won't get any closer to him than just a 'classmate' ... I'm fine with that.. i mean.. he's my first crush... I typically don't LOVE him... but yeah... my heart just aches a little bit.. knowing reality...

Last year I've been trying to convince myself to stop liking him.. coz he's soo out of my reach.. but lately.. I've finally admitted to myself i DO like him... and it's hard to stop liking him.. he's currently going out with one of the nice girls in my grade (i like her.. she's genuinely nice + pretty) ... i support them and i don't know if they're still together or not... hahaha.. i feel so horrible hoping that they'll break up already...

Anywho.. I love Drama this year!!!! <3 We got an awesome acting teacher!! hahaa and there's this boy.. he's the only boy in our drama class... he's pretty cute :3 (that's not being faithful to Aki is it lol- but im not interested in this new guy anyway..).. Our class is sooo much fun ^______^

Second day of first year of high school: heaps of homework for 3 subjects.
Yay!! -_-''

.. This is soo stupid.. i hate how both of my divorced parents think so negatively of each other.

.. So.. i gotta go now.. lol

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Bye ♥

♥Marshie

Bwahaha

Hey guys.. I'm back from my anime and manga marathon/addiction..

Anyways.. I was kinda lazy to post anything a while ago.. but meh..

I'm currently using and loving(!!) mama's new Macbook Pro hahahaha

It's soooooo coool :)

Today's papa's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPAPAPAPA!!!!! :)

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BYE :)

I'm hooome :)

Fairy Tail

Well I was actually home around 11hrs ago.. But.. Hahahaha I was 'busy' watching Fairy Tail.. And then I watched some episodes of Skip Beat drama or Extravagant Challenge.. Then I started reading Rave Master.. hahahaha I'm up to chap 21 in less than 2hr lol :)

... I'm such a dork. -___-

Imma go to bed now.. Coz it's like 4am already.. Well to be specific 3:48am lol :)

Extravagant Challenge

Night for me everyone .. Love u all :)

Geh. Can't do a love heart on the iPod.. :/ oh and yeah I'm using my iPod to post this coz I'm in bed... So tiredddd.....

Marshie over and out :)

iPod Blogger

Testing testing..

Hey guys I'm posting this using the blogger app on my iPod.. ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

It's cool..

Kk byeee